When will this nightmare end? Soon I hope.
There really isn't anything terribly exciting going on right now. We are still thinking about moving, well we made the desision to move but haven't really started on a game plan yet. I have no idea where to start. We are however going to Lincoln in a few weeks to check out the job situation and maybe talk to to some rental property places. I guess that is a good place as any to start, eh?
My girls have known about the move since they were here this summer and last week I was talking to "he who must not be named" (my ex) about Christmas stuff. I'd really like to have the girls for Christmas since I haven't had them since the first year they moved out there. So during the conversation with him I thought I'd bite the bullet and just tell him of my plans. I still haven't quit figured out how he took it. He's good at hiding his emotions.
I can't tell you how freakin' nervous it makes me to talk to him. Its almost like he still has this power over me. I am trying very hard to be strong and not let him get to me. I mean we will have to deal with each other for a very long time...
Thanks for listening...