Reflections

I found the most disturbing way to start my day.

Last night I dreamed that a loved one was very ill and dying. They wanted me to handle all the arrangements so that someone else wouldn't have to. Well it was a long drawn out illness and this person just kept getting worse and worse. I remember waking up at least once to the sound of crying. I was crying in my sleep, but without tears.

Then when I fell back to sleep the dream continued. Then the person who was ill did indeed die and I have to take care of the arrangements. I woke up again then fell back to sleep and dreamt that Brad Pitt and Jennifer Aniston came to the funeral. And Jennifer got insanly jealous that Brad was consoling me. (this is when the dream took a turn, but nevermind that...)

I remember waking up a few times and feeling very saddened. Everytime I slipped back into sleep the dream continued.

And the spooky part....

When I woke up to the alarm, "Don't fear the Reaper" was playing...