Reflections

I have returned from returning my girls to their father. Have I mentioned lately that he's not one of my favorite people.

Anyway, we left yesterday at 5 in the bloody morning. The girls and I slept in my parents camper Thursday night, and got up at 4. I got no sleep at all. Maybe 2 hours. We got to their house around 4-ish in the afternoon. We stayed there saying goodbye for about 20 minutes or so. Actually we don't say goodbye, we say "see ya later", I started that about 2 years ago when I saw them last.

My mom and I stayed the night in Lincoln. As we were watching the news in the hotel room Typhannie called me. She was VERY UPSET and missing me. I had told her something very special on Thursday night. About how much I love her and how much she means to me. Poor thing was crying so hard she had a hard time even breathing and I really couldn't make out what she was saying. In the end she wanted me to tell her again what I told her. After a few minutes she seemed to calm down. I was so worried about her all night.

As soon as we got home I called her to let her know we got here ok. (she wanted me too) She sounded alot better.

So I think that really helped me decide.

I want to move to Lincoln. I stole a Lincoln phone book from the hotel room and picked up alot of touristy literature.

That's all for now, I'm tired, its been a long day....