Reflections

WARNING: THIS IS NOT FOR THE WEAK... MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY...

Today I called my girls. (for those who don't know, I have 2 daughters who live in Iowa with their Dad) Their names are Typhannie and Cherise. Anyway I talked to them today and my youngest who is 12 gave me the shock of my life... She started her period... *tear trinkling down cheek*

I'm so bummed... I've had this wonderful day planned since my girls were very young. Its called "Woman's Day". I'd let them skip school, give them gifts and we'd go to lunch at a fancy restruant, then manicures and pedicures, shopping and a movie... We'd celebrate becoming a woman... Just doing "girl stuff". Now the step-mom gets to do it...(as she got to do the first bra shopping)

My oldest daughter who will be 14 in May still has not started. I think she will be more like me, I think I was about 14... I told her that its really not something you should WANT to happen, its not that fun and it gets old real fast...

It just seems like yesterday I was holding them for the first time.

SORRY IF THIS IS MORE INFO THAN YOU WANTED, BUT I DID WARN YOU...